Yunsheng Music Box - Nirvana All Apologies 2913

Author
aidanclark492
Type
Full range 60
Created
11/05/2024 09:49
BPM
64
Length
80

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Another_Ben_Efits on May 11, 2024, 4:23 p.m.

powerfully prophetic lyrics in that song. R.I.P Kurt.
"Married Buried" A reference to Courtney Love who constantly fueled his depression and anxiety as if it were just another drug she were on rather than a mans mental well being.

"I wish I was like you
Easily amused
(Kurt was unique, charismatic, creative and anything but easily amused)

Find my nest of salt (drug of choice)

Everything is my fault
(he took the brunt of anything that was "wrong" in their relationship he was always the one in the wrong even if he wasn't as far as Courtney Love was concerned.)

I'll take all the blame
Aqua sea foam shame
(as stated above it was always to blame, and a guess here but perhaps the aqua sea foam shame, being hazy bipolar expressions of the rawest emotions of shame)

Sunburn freezer burn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
(A reference to the many bridges he burned for her sake at his own detriment for the sake of love)

In conclusion:
In reality this is Kurt finally giving up on society. He was simply a victim of society like so many of us are. We can't find any way out from our lives. I can't pretend to know why Kurt killed himself, but it seems like "all alone is all we are" like he sang at Mtv unplugged as well as "and i swear, that i dont, have a gun..." was prophetic. In our loneliness we say our goodbyes and we don't look back. "All Apologies..."

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