I've felt like shit for quite a while now. Which is the main reason to why I haven't been uploading too much.
I'm not really feeling sad, at least not if I constantly keep myself occupied with watching videos and all of that, but it's more so the feeling of being "empty" y'know.
...which isn't really a feeling.
It's a pain in the ass though. My sleep schedule is all messed up and I find it difficult to get motivated in general.
Even writing all of this makes me feel selfish or, at least, like an "attention-seeker" or something.
I just don't want to seem distant since this is one of the few places where I always feel like I can be my genuine self.
So yeah, you guys are seriously the greatest. ❤
Sorry for the rant by the way. :P
And I am getting help, just so you know. So, no worries. :)