For several years I've suffered from MDD (Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder) although I didn't know there was an actual name for it until about a year ago.
I've never really opened up about this, since it's something I'm very embarrassed and self-conscious about, and it can be very difficult to talk about it since alot of people likes to think they know exactly what I'm talking about. Just saying things like: "everyone daydreams" or "it's normal" or "yeah, When I was a kid I used to daydream too"
I often lose my perception of time cause of my constant daydreaming. This is a genuine addiction, but what's worse is the fact that it's ALWAYS available. I forget to eat, I can't sleep, and it both mentally and physically breaks me down if I try to escape.
The point is... I kinda want to thank this site for existing. Sounds dumb, but since I don't have that many friends (social phobia, my man) this site is pretty much the only place where I don't feel the need to daydream. I seriously have no idea where I would've been if I didn't find this place..
So.. If anyone stubles upon this melody and wants to know more about.. my MDD-situation, I guess..? Then feel free to ask me about it. I feel like I can be open about it here.